One last time I thought "I'm about to become a cocksucker" as I opened the door. As I approached the passenger door I heard the automatic locks click as he unlocked the door.
Instead, my feet carried me toward the car. I paused for a moment, took a deep breath and thought to myself last chance to get out of here. As I approached the parking lot, I could see his car parked as he had already arrived and was waiting for me. I was so nervous my leg was literally shaking as I walked. The butterflies in my stomach were fluttering like they never had before. As I walked toward our rendezvous point I kept thinking to myself, I'm finally about to do this, I'm going to suck cock. The thought to not follow through crossed my mind about 100 times in the few minutes it took me to gather my things and head out to meet him. There was a man on his way to meet me with the sole purpose being for me to provide oral pleasure. I couldn't believe what I had just agreed to. I responded, and after several messages back and forth we agreed to meet in a parking lot of an old abandon Japanese restaurant that was about a 5 minute walk from my apartment. There was one message though, that was friendly and included a picture of a very beautiful cock. Within 20 minutes I had received several responses. It was a simple post, I just said I wanted to suck a cock.
I found a hot movie of two guys going down on each other and while I was watching it, I felt this incredible desire, a need almost, to try it myself.Īt that point I navigated to craigslist and decided to post an ad in M4M in the casual encounters section. I figured I'd watch a little porn, jerk off and go to sleep like most other times when I returned home alone from a drunken night. I found myself returning home alone around 2am and in a particularly drunk and horny mood. Lots of drinks consumed, and fun was had. Last night I was out with friends, and it was the usual good time.
Up until last night that was the extent of my curiosity. Recently I had found that it had gotten to the point where most of what I was watching was either tranny porn or gay porn, and if I was watching straight porn, I was thinking about what it would be like to be the girl in the scene. Eventually my curiosity led me to watching bisexual threesome movies with 2 guys, and transsexual porn until eventually, on occasion I would watch gay porn. I was immediately attracted to blowjob and cumshot pictures and movies. My curiosity grew when I went to college and first started discovering internet porn. I found myself thinking about what she was experiencing. It all started the first time my High School girlfriend went down on me. I'm 30 and can remember having curious thoughts as far back as my teens. I'm not sure if it was my desire to try it was growing, or just the influence of the internet on my mind.
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